Even at your worst, there is none that loves you more and wants only the best for you than GOD which is why His unconditional (divine) love sent grace who is Jesus the Anointed One and His Anointing; that you might (free-will) have fullness of or abundant life (John 10:10). We may ask GOD whatsoever is in keeping with His will, including increased faith/belief (1 John 5:14-15; Mark 11:22-24). For even the Apostles who had spent three full years in the presence of the Lord Jesus (during His earth-bound ministry as the great intercessor, apostle, prophet, evangelist and teacher, healing all the sick and feeding the hungry) gave evidence of very little faith as they hid in the upper room after The Resurrection. As it is written:

“14 Afterward He appeared to the eleven [apostles themselves] as they reclined at table; and He reproved and reproached them for their unbelief (their lack of faith) and their hardness of heart because they had refused to believe those who had seen Him and looked attentively at Him after He had risen [from death]. 15 And He said to them, ‘Go into all the world and preach and publish openly the good news (the Gospel) to every creature [of the whole human race]. 16 He who believes [who adheres to and trusts in and relies on the Gospel and Him Whom it sets forth] and is baptized will be saved [from the penalty of eternal death]: but he who does not believe [who does not adhere to and trust in and rely on the Gospel and Him Whom it sets forth] will be condemned. 17 And these signs will accompany those who believe: in My name they will drive out demons, they will speak in new languages. 18 They will pick up serpents and [even] if they drink anything deadly it will not hurt them; they will lay their hands on the sick, and they will get well.” Mark 16:14-18 (AMP)